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I <3 Javelin.
Sing our song.
Goodbyes are for lonely people.
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TGIFI AM DAMN HAPPY THAT IT IS FRIDAY I AM SO HAPPY I DONT KNOW HOW TO TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I ACTUALLY I AM :) i am happy the week is over and weekends are finally here :) it felt like forever for the week to end. i am dead tired. been staying back till 6pm the entire week for training and Sec1 psychomoto skill tests. nyeh nyeh. i am tired like omg, but i am happy :) I AM GOING FOR ALL COMERS MEET AND I AM HAPPY :) i'll be taking part in >25m! with Lenis! haha. AND MR NG SAID HUIJUEN'S GONNA BE ONE OF THE OFFICIALS :) yaay. haha, huijuen is cool like cool! i am not obsessed, i just think she's freaking awesome :) didnt throw much today because it started to rain. MY SPIKES SCRATCHED ME. its like freaking sharp eehh. i didnt know it was like so sharp. all i did was like brush against it and i got a scratch! school's been tiring, but lessons have been pretty cool. i like physics, i think. HAHA. OH SHIT I FORGOT TO ASK MR CHAN ABOUT CHINESE HOMEWORK I JUST REALISED I AM DEAD. FUCK. First week in school.
WOAH CAN DIE LEH. i've been staying back everyday since school started, trainings and Sec1 psychomoto(SP?) skills test. tireddd. lessons' have been pretty cool but boring. O: i have pretty hyper classmates, some. HAHA. then next week we have track&field auditions like omg i think i have to stay back again next week ): I HOPE WE'LL BE GOING FOR ALL COMERS. IT'D BE FUN AND I REALLY WANNA GOOOO. hmm. i've been going to school with samantha lately. haha, and this year sec1s quite tiny! hahaha. today is a happy day and i shall remain happy :) First day in school
I died.hmm, 3C's pretty cool. we're like efficient O_O, im surprised how fast we managed to come up with the class stuffs. baaah. school still killed me. Mother tongue was, alot of preaching. A maths was.. yeah, just maths. went through Hol hw all that, it felt good to be dismissed. training was WTHOMG. we even ran for warm up O_O. because the gym and storeroom was locked, we ended up doing running on the spot and push up burpees ): then we went to throw and then i wore my new spikes<3 :) i like, hehe. gym was ): ): ): and then we did sprinting. it felt like we did alot today even though we didnt. and i feel like i was going to die ): left school at about 6.45, reached home at about 7.30. hmm, i hope tmr's Sec1 try outs will be good. 2nd January!
baaaah, it doesnt feel like January. Doesnt feel like a new year. bleeh.Went out with Zhaohua, Crystal, TuanGiap, Pearl, Raphael, GuiHui and Benny today. Hung around DTE with Zhaohua and Crystal until the guys came and then waited for Pearl to come. Actually wanted to eat Nihon Mura lunch, but decided to have High Tea instead since there's student price. Heeh. then while waiting, we went BOWLING! HAHA, omg seriously it was the first time i was bowling and it was pathetic, but i had fun! We played 2 games! FIRST GAME WAS RETARDED. cos i didnt know how to play at all so i ended up throwing the ball out most of the time. HAHA. like swoop, *BANG* and gutter. HAHHA. I think my score for the first game was 14 or something. HAHAH WTF TTM. 2nd game wasnt as bad! I ACTUALLY HIT DOWN MORE THAN 3 PINS AT ONCE WHICH FELT AWESOME. Pearl, Zhaohua, Crystal and I took turns to play for me. HAHA. ended up last again, but at least the scores looked nicer :D After bowling we went to eat buffetttt. eat until can die like really. cos somehow alot of "i dont know who ordered" food appeared on our table and we ended up eating all of them. haha, it was funny watching us eat. omg raphael is scary when he eats like really because he can really eat alot and i get scared cos im afraid he will like vomit any second. ended up eating up everything*. HEHEH. walked around DTE and whitesands after that to digest. hahaha. had funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn today. first bowling experience rocked socks. hehe. :D I hope the year will only get better<3 HEH!
1. Random number texts you at 4AM and says "come outside." What do you do?I'd be sleeping. 2. Do you get jealous of your friends when they're taken and you're single? HAHA, No. 3. You just won 100 million, What do you buy first? I WILL. give half to save the trees and buy things that i probably dont need. 4. Do you get overly emotional about small things? HEHEHEHE. i dont know. 5. If your room was all one color, what would it be? YELLOW WITH SUNFLOWERS PAINTED ON THE WALLS CAN 6. If you were in the hospital, who would you want by your side? Doc 7. When was the last time you were scared? LAST NIGHT BECAUSE I WAS READING THE HORRIBLE TRAUMATISING BOOK. 8. Do you take compliments well? Huh? 9. Do scary movies really scare you? It'd depend on who im watching it with. HAHA. sometimes need to act tough. HAHAH. 10. Do you get annoyed by one word texts? YEAH. but it depends on what i sent lah. 11. Do you believe that your first love can be your only love in life? Nope. 12. Do you like to colour? YEAH. isnt colouring just fun. 13. Have you changed at all in the past three months? I THINK SO I DONT KNOW YOU THINK? 14. Is anyone mad at you right now? UHH. dont think so :D 15. What month were you born in? APRILLLL. 16. Do you want to visit the pyramids in Egypt? NO because in pyramids there are mummies and i am afraid that they might come alive and eat me. 17. Does anyone know every little detail about you? YEAH. i think 18. What does your last text say? "we go ehub for wat" MAJOR DASH DOT DASH. i dont know why i am very annoyed with that text. 19. When was the last time you went to the beach? Sometime during the holiday i forgot the date but yeah. 20. Do you like to cuddle? YEAH I LOVE HUGS :D 21. Have you jumped in a pool with all your clothes on? HAHA THROWN IN MORE LIKELY. *WINK WINK THROWERS* 22. Have you ever thrown a shoe at someone? I think so 23. How long was the last shower you took? 10mins? 24. Do you know what the last person you kissed is doing right now? Nope. 25. Are you currently waiting for someone to do something for you/to you? Nope, 26. Do you ever tend to pull off any random acts of kindness in public? Yeah, everyone should do that! I AM VERY KIND *WINKWINK* 27. Do the things you do normally have reasons behind them, or not? Nope. i do them either because i like to do them or i just feel like doing it. 28. Do you find your school to be loaded with hot guys or not so much? HAHAHA, NOT SO MUCH LIKE WTF THERE ARENT EVEN GUYS THERE. 29. Are you waiting for someone to get online on an IM program right now? Nope 30. Have you ever forgotten your birthday? Did you soon figure it out? NOPE. like wth forgets about their birthday O_O 31. Would you walk ten miles just to see the person you like or love? HAHAH. it'd depend :D 32. What, in your mind, would you consider to be the perfect boyfriend? Someone nice and not mean and punctual. HAHA 33. If you have siblings, have they moved out or do they still live with you? With me. ): 34. Do you watch those late-night talk shows? What's the best part about them? OMG NO THEY ARE BORING 35. Do you ever listen to music so you can actually change your emotion O_O no. HAHAHA, wtf the tv show on Channel8 is retarded. "Nooooh laaarh!" HAHAHA WTFFF. annoyingly retarded. I LIKE (Y) 1st post of the year!
HAPPY NEW YEAR WHOEVER READS THIS.hahah, im still in the new year hype. happy happy happy. i did something really productive today and i am very proud of myself. i woke up at 3pm, finished "Scarred" and cleaned my books and the shelf and i cleared away rubbish that i used to keep. hahaha. im so happy with what i have done. i love the first day of 2010 :D:D i cant wait for school to start even though there's also this part of me that doesnt want school to start. i am excited for school because its like different. but im dreading it cos im afraid i might suffer from cultural shock. hahah, okay wtf. 2010 started great, i hope things will get better :) NOTE TO THROWERS: PLEASE REMEMBER TO DO YOUR 5x6 sets of push up burpees and 5x of crunch-legraise 30s work 1min rest. HAPPY NEW YEAR :D I wanna let you know; i wanna feel your pain.
I've been reading "Scarred" lately and i feel pretty traumatised after reading it like seriously. Its really violent and i think it should be rated. i think its unfair how the girl in the book was treated. she was adopted and her father really doted on her but her mother was pretty hostile when she was young. and when she got older and reached puberty, her father started raping her and made "brainwashed" her into thinking it is okay that he is doing that and she's not suppose to tell anyone else about the raping issue because if she tells anyone, they will take him away from her and she will have nothing left. thats as good as threatening lah, but her father meant alot to her, so she trusted him and let him have his ways. i feel sad for her, because after that, her father not only sexually abused her, he physically abused her by cutting her and stuffs. she ended up seeing herself as someone worthless and started to cut herself and drink bleach. she always almost died, but didnt die anyway. she started running away from home and when she ran away from home, sometimes men on the streets would bring her home to have sex with her and she didnt mind because she doesnt see the worth in herself and she thinks that having sex with other people will make them happy and thats the only thing she can please others with, so she was okay with it. even when she ran away from home, her dad didnt even bothered and instead scolded her by calling her weak which made her feel like she disappointed her father, which worsens her mental condition. she ended up in the mental hospital and i really pity her. i think its sad how life was for her and i think her father is just sick in the mind like wtf sick okay. and i think its really sad because things like this really happens in this world, but we cant do anything about them. ): SINCE I AM IN TRAUMA I SHALL DO RANDOM THINGS.
1. At what age do you wish to get married?24/25 2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be? My family to not worry about anything and be happy (: 3. Who is the person you trust the most? Myself? 4. Do you think you have enough confidence? Most of the time, no. 5. What do you like eating ? Strawberries&Mangoes. 6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? Yeah. Rainbows appear anytime they want to. 7. What is your goal for this year? To be happy. 8. What are you wearing now? My favourite YELLOW tee and surfers' paradise shorts. 9. Have you broken someone's heart to the extent that he/she tried to commit sucide? Nope. No one will commit suicide for what i did O_O 10. What feeling do you love the most? Feeling secure. 11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? Not much actually. Just be nice. 12. What feeling do you hate the most? I hate feeling insecure and afraid. 13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? Yes i do. 14. Do you believe in God? Umm. sometimes. 15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life? People whom i love and loves me back. 16. Who cares for you the most? My family and my crazy friends and you! right :D 18. Who is the person that you care the most? You know! 19. Would you sacrifice yourself for your loved ones? Yes. 20. If life was actually a dream, would you want to wake up ? Nope. OMG WTF NO.
OMG WTF I JUST REALISED I FORGOT TO KEEP AN EXTRA COPY OF FRIENDS BEFORE CHESTER REFORMATTED THE COM AND FUCK NOW THE ENTIRE SEASON IS GONE FUCK NO OMG NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. AND ALL MY OTHER VIDEOS ALSO OMG WHY DID I FORGET OMGOMG WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ):
As another year goes by
Staying home for new year's eveeeee. and i hope the others who arent going out to count down and are staying home wont feel sad or left out, :D stay happy because its the last day of 2009 and im pretty sure you dont want it to be sad (:since im staying at home, im probably gonna do what i did last year! watch tv and rant with hisham about the horrible programmes. haha. talking to hisham is fun. 2009 went by really fast and looking back now, it was a pretty nice year after all (: i've made new friends, i've gotten closer to alot of people around me, i've known others and myself better and overall, its been a really nice and happy year. and i thank you to all who have made my 2009 a happy one. Especially Throwers <3, 2M, Cedar Athletic Team, Swimming mates, my family and not forgetting my primary school friends, Zhaohua, GuiHui, Rayson, Braxton, Hisham and many many others of you :D I hope 2010 will a great year for all of you and hehe, i hope next year will be okay with all the sec3 stuffs. hmm. i hope there wont be any cultural shock. LETS SEE WHAT I HAVE DONE THIS YEAR. This year, i was the monitress of 2M. i met new people on the swimming team. i got 3rd at nationals i passed Life saving 123 and BM i got promoted to sec3 i got into TD i love my friends more i learnt to be a better person i am happy most of the time. and i think there are alot more things that happened which i did not mention but thats okay. I got a feeling
I hope tomorrow will be good. I hope to get PB before 2010 comes. tomorrow, i will try harder, tomorrow, i will push myself further, tomorrow, i will have fun during training. ;) |